People like you, who constantly attack my weaknesses
Will only eventually make me stronger

hello hello~

Life is so retarded! I don't know what to do, so confused.

Oh well, anyway.. Last night, I wrote down what I needed to do today. So far, I haven't done anything.. If I don't do them, I'm seriously going to think of a way to punish myself. My will-power has become so weak, how sad.

Update: SKY LOST MY HOMEWORKS. So now I have to redo them, all 5 of them ):

Sigh, so much to do, and I don't know where to start, and how to start =.=

SIIIGHHHH. Better do my yearbook page, now!

Life's been interesting recently, though not in the good way- oh well, I'll live I suppose.

I'm annoyed at the moment. I missed Assessment #3 and had to do it the day after, and I supposedly "failed to provide documentation regarding misadventure after several requests to do so"- quote by my chemistry teacher, when she didn't mention anything at all, ever. And the form is just in my old folder somewhere, forgotten about, but attached to the medical certificate and done. She sent those warning letters home, I suppose she just has a grudge against me, because "Daisy has failed to attend Friday morning classes since the middle of Term 2"-which is every fortnight, and might be true. But still, annoying. I don't go because she teaches me nothing; I know how to read, and if I want photocopied sheets to do I'll just photocopy my own textbooks and do them, thanks. Parents have signed it, I'm not going to sign it unless I'm forced to tomorrow.

Anyway, today Jan took me to doctor. The doctor I usually see wasn't there, so saw another. Then drove around Canley Vale. Went back to Parra to eat, then to the river side, which was really nice but cold. Did nothing much after and then I went home. Blah.

I've been sleeping at 3-4:30am these days. Sigh, not studying though. Oh well, anyway. I can't wait until Friday afternoon! Hopefully my mind can be put to rest by then, hopefully. Going out with Melinda, so excited! ^^

And hopefully people find the homeworks that I lent Sky, they dissappeared from my pidgeon hole. Gahh.. hopefully.. I want them back, sigh.

Talked to Rosie the other night, about a few things, too. Felt pretty relieved after. <3

"..if you haven't got confidence in yourself how in the hell can you expect other people to have confidence in you? What is you know really is off putting is where you see people sort of being an excessively proud or seem to be very proud about things that they've got no reason to be proud about and I mean I think it's very silly to be proud or boast about your intellect and you can be born with a squiggly ear or a crooked nose or fine intellect and you didn't have any bloody thing to do with it. You were born with it. What your responsibility is what you're born with is to nurture it and make the most of it." - Bob Hawke