Haha, thankyou for giving me so much happiness, then turning it all around the next day. And on such a special day for me (probably not for you), as well. I was happy pretty much all morning.. even with all 6 assessments coming up in the next week, and lack of sleep. Happy! I was alive.. on that can of V and my clearer mind; all the useless excess thoughts that've elimated from my mind the night before. Yeah, until I found out all your words were lies.

Then it all turned dark.

I'm meant to be studying at the moment, but I can't really.. not before I get at least a portion out of my system.

I care, no doubt. I don't know why you can't see something that's so simple and clear. Everyone can see, except for you. Who sees it first hand, all actions directed towards you.

Anyway, normally I'd be alright. But at the moment, it's the wrong time. There's too fucking much to handle at the moment. So just leave me alone.




Do whatever you like (not like I need to tell you that). I have no choice but to leave it to fate.

If you don't want to be with me, then just tell me.





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