midori apple*Blogspot

at 9:52 PM

I think I am a very selfish person.

I want to keep someone that is precious to me all to myself; I don't think much about who else he is precious to. I want to put him in my pocket and hide him from the rest of the world so that nobody can see him and nobody can try to take him away from me. I even want to erase his past, so that nothing else existed before I found him. I feel jealous when I think about anything he has loved before.

I want there only to be me that he searches for in the crowd.

This is a new feeling to me, I have never felt this way before. I think it is a very bad, selfish feeling. It makes me feel like a bad person.

Why? >_<