you gotta take the good with the bad,
smile with the sad,
love what you got
and remember what you had,
always forgive, but never forget,
learn from your mistakes but never regret,
people change, things go wrong,
just remember that life goes on..

I miss you!! 12xII

This week:
* English common (viewing task; Relationships)
* Maths common...
* Chemistry assessment task due (Metals)
* Chemistry topic test
* Economics assessment
* Biology assessment task due

&&
* haircut & etc.
* doctors appointment
* tuition Chemistry hwk
* tuition Maths test

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Training to Eastwood last night..

There is only you.

IT'S DAYLIGHT SAVINGS. ONLY 11:09pm at the moment ^__^

Another post. All I have been doing in my free time nowadays is meet Jan. Seriously. I'm expecting a dramatic decrease in page views :D

Yesterday I went to school, it was alright. School is school. I have to go to school everyday now. To make that easier, I should really find my motivation to study. It's gone.

After school, I went home via the City, as per usual. Got home, ordered pizza and went to pick it up with mum. Changed, then parents dropped me at Strathfield at almost 8. Met Jan, and trained it to the City. Felt super happy & free. No pressure of school, uniform, folders, bags, tuition, work :D

Walked around.. so many people on a Friday night. The weather was so nice. Just sat and talked, listened to music, had a slurpee from 7/11, haha. Ate at some place in Chinatown, before going to Eastwood at like 1am, then met his parents, and he drove me home.

Wish we could have more of those nights.

Greetings!

Umm.. as you could probably tell, I didn't type the last 3 posts.......... =_=; Guess who did? What kind of guy would type like that.... hahaha. Just joking.

But yes,１００日 already, yesterday :D *love*

I feel like I haven't been properly online for a really long time. Everything that's happening seems like a blur when I look back after a few days, too.

I've also been talking to one of the girls who works at tuition, Rosie. Really good person to talk to. I guess I owe Max & her thanks.. for caring. Even though they'd never come across this, I'll make sure I'll thank them properly before I leave.

Life is so.. mm, I don't know how to describe it. I think my life is a life that no-one would really want to read about...... It's so.. o_o;

UMMMMMMMMMM. Maybe post a couple of pictures later.

*****
Friendship isn't ranked by whom we have known the longest
who came first
or who cares the best..
its about who came and
never left..

100 Dayz of Love..! edit later..

20/march/07 at 8:30am JanJan came to pick me up at Wm station, cuz i got a lot of textbooks to return and he came to carry them for me!^^.. <3 Got off at Ns station and caught a bus to Nsg..!
i had to go class ))= thinking about JanJan... *what he will be doing by himself for hours*

JanJan sat at 88 for many many hours! waiting for me = ) s2 He came back to visit me at recess, but soon the bell rang and i had to leave him...Noooooo~~
At lunch time, Tim, JanJan and I went Yum Cha at Crows nest. didn't eat that much, cuz felt abit sick!

After school, went to the ct wif Hana, was planning to buy stuff for our Ass, but she decided to go burwood~.. T.T.. Met up wif JanJan..!^^ Took alot of photos, and Videos~^^

Weeeee. 4:30 i had to go meet my mum.. *Hunni came wif me, and said *Lie hou* to my mother.. = p then He left ) = .......but but... called him 15 mins later cuz i missed him soo much... told him to come back and eat wif mother and I. = ))) and he DID! Yayaaaaaa

After Fooding ourselves.. mother and I decided to go home... but i really didnt want to leave JanJan ><' soo i went back to find my Hunni** we went to MC, played Drums, and DDR~^^ we didnt fail any~^^ Yay! first time hunni playing DDR wif me~((( = hes PRO! better than me! '

Didn't play Cliff *HANGER today!

we left the Ct at 9 Old-clock.. JanJan had to go home.. soo he couldn't take me home.. but its ok.. there was alot of people on the train and I called him right after he got off the train~^^

19/march/07 Monday...Went to school feeling very sick today! ><"" didn't end up going to any classes. JanJan came to visit me, which made me feel much better.. but when he left, i felt really sick again ><..

At lunch time Shelia, JanJan and I went to the Ct for Lunch~at Ichiban.. He had Ramen~..= ))

After lunch, we spent some quiet times 2gether, played a game called, *cliff HANGER* = DD we left the Ct around 5ish.. caught the train wif Hunni~ but soon he had to get off at Eastwood ><.. felt really sick when he left!! i got off at Epping, Dad picked me up.. went home and *dies*

I went to school 1.5 days last week.
&& it's year 11 oh dear..
must begin to organise myself properly now that main problem/s have subsided

I haven't blogged about what I've done for a very long time, I think.
So I'll try and do that now, just for a change :D

went to eat soooo much today.. @ Auburn RSL, there were sooo many people.. was talking to Steven & Kitty, Steven asked me what I did last week.. I could hardly remember the beginning of the week............ =_=;

Monday, 12th March:
HAPPY 3月Sweetie!

I did go to school, but didn't attend a single class.. so that didn't count. After lunch, Jan came to school, then Hana, Mel, Jan & I left to city to go y2k to eat. Then seperated and just blah around the city.

Got my hair done by J, for fun. Bumped into Amy, tutor @ Mr. Gu's ^__^

Eat with Yutaka with Jan's friends.. but no Jan. Darling Harbour. Went to Eastwood then taxi home..

Tuesday, 13th March:
Stayed home. Jan came, then in the afternoon we walked to Parramatta to eat at a Vietnamese restaurant on Church Street. Sit around & went home.

Wednesday, 14th March:
I went to school, then had tuition.

Thursday, 15th March:
School............ I don't remember... very much........ I don't remember if I attended any classes. I'll assume I went to half of them :D

Friday, 16th March:
Went to the city, met Mel, & go around with her. Shopped a bit. Played a bit. Spend lots of money. $_$

Then caught 290, she got off at North Sydney and I went to Maquarie Centre. Said hello to Jan and Tim at work. They work very hard. Then I walked around and sat in the foodcourt, for a couple of hours until 6pm when work finished.

Went to Eastwood, blah with his friends for a few hours. Ate & drinks at Cafe. Then went to a park near my place. I got driven home ^__^

Lots of Jan recently.
Haha, take care peoples.
Smile; be happy! (:

I know that you're hiding things
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door

But still I swore
To hide the pain when I turn back the pages
Shouting might have been the answer
What if I'd cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

Though a thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll fly to you
Crossing over the time and distance holding you
Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words
One thousand confessions
Will cradle you
Making all of the pain you feel seem far away
They'll hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
Though I often say I can't forget
I still relive that day
"You've been there with me all the way"
I still hear you say

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I’d be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I’m somewhere I’ve never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

**
It’s so unbelievable,
And I don’t want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you’ve always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it’s so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I’d never thought I’d be.

In my heart, in my head, it’s so clear now,
Hold my hand you’ve got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you’ve rescued me some how-.
I’m alive, I’m in love you complete me,
And I’ve never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

**

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

**

Now I see, what love means

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

I don't know, a couple of them I didn't know whether to tick or not.

Don't principally live for tomorrow,
for tomorrow may never come..

Annie,

I hope you're taking care over there..
Study hard and try to have a lot of fun at the same time
keep yourself busy, and time will fade a lot of the hurt & pain
of the heart
you might not believe it now
but it does happen,
so be strong and live for that day
it might be well worth it..

I can't even imagine how different it is over there
for a person who's also afraid of change,
I can imagine how uncomfortable and alone you might feel

I may be 12,742km away
But our friendship will not be worn by distance
those several months of 2005
& those of 2006
make up many of my most vivid memories
you were there through basically all of it..
we had our times where we were distanced,
as any relationship would
but it only brought us closer as time passed

Anyway, I've said all this to you before
But I want you to take care of yourself

Don't you wish we could go back to those days..
when life was just so carefree???
Don't you just wish for it so badly??
And even when sometimes it wasn't the best of times,
we were there with eachother, 24 hours of the day
through all the bad times.. with BAD PEOPLE.
being there made it 10000x more bearable
But life is more complicated & serious now
I don't like it

So lucky to have had such a friend as you
during the past couple of years
I'd imagine many of the people in the world have never shared a bond with another
that was deeper than ours
Those who knew one of us also knew the other,
we were like one person.....

Although we have now gone our seperate ways
You'll always have that reserved place in my heart
until the day I die
Memories were made by laughter & blood, and they will never be forgotten.


Kino && Kaito
174 '15

Remember that.
There were only ever 3 people that had such an influence on my life other than family.
You were the first.

Sending my love,
Daisy

*****
Sometimes, how I wish to return to those days......
When there wasn't much to think about
And re-live them, again, and again, and again, and again.........

I know I'm being compared to

&& I guess it's only a matter of time............

So fuck that; I'll have to just live for today,

Have to stop thinking about the future, I have to stop living for the future.

but how?

Sick of so many things. I sound like a bad person right? ): It seems like I'm always unhappy................ I don't know why! I'm sorry!

I'll just post pictures..

On Thursday, I went with Aya after school to take photo & eat icecream @ passionflower:

&& from Aya's camera



Yesterday afternoon, Annie & I went to bum in the city again, like we used to:

Food :D


oh and we ate BBQ octopus as well XD

*****

1. Yesterday, I thought I only had 2 mosquito bites. This morning, I found 2 more. 10 minutes ago, I found 3 more. I have 7 mosquito bites T_T
2 on my neck
1 on my leg
3 on my arms
1 on my hand

WHAT THE F#%k. I DON'T LIKE. AND A FEW OF THEM ARE PRETTY MASSIVE ):

2. I absolutely dislike so many things about school now, it's almost unbearable.

3. JanJan came to visit me today! && I went out with Aya after school.