12th December 2006

I'm very sorry. I'm just very fucked up in the head and very immature.
I do like you and I hope it turns out good for both of us, I'm just afraid of making wrong decisions. Thankyou for taking me all the way home.

*****
"Maybe he'd be a bit cold.
Someone who'll teach me a lesson.
Someone who doesn't satisfy all my stupid, selfish desires.
However, the day after a quarrel, he will give me a flower and tell me that he loves me."