They play around with me, and then when they get bored.. they leave me behind..
Later, if they feel like it, they will come back for more..
They do not care for me and how I feel, in the slightest way..
They come and go in their own convenience

Which raises a question in my mind; I am worth that little for people to just exploit me for their own ends?

Remind me never to trust anyone as much I did with my thoughts and feelings, ever again
I think it is because I am pretty stupid and easily led on.. I fall into these traps easily..
They just turn around and disappoint my hopes

Didn't they know that they meant a lot to me?
They were special?
That they were in an extreme minority?
Maybe not..
Or maybe they found that insignificant, and just chose to disregard it..

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ahh this makes me feel so bad inside ):