for the last few days.. hrm I ended up going to the city on monday, with mum and brothers.. then they went somewhere and I just walked around alone, spending money.. I bumped into Anna Choi at townhall in the morning though (: I like your black hair, it looks as nice as the red/purple you had before ^___^

tuesday, I couldn't be fucked travelling an hour to chatswood, so I just stayed in parra.. Max Brenner again, felt so sick afterwards~ blah, then I went home and had dinner, and dad drove me to strathfield for tutoring.. talked to Amy (one of the tutors), and Melinda for half the lesson~

and today (or well, yesterday) I just went to the city.. and the people I was meeting were late, later than me, haha, so I went to meet Shelley & David & their friends and talked to them for a while.. until Yifan called me.. mm I went to meet them, we sat around, talked and at 6ish just sat at mcdonalds, and everyone was tired so we just went home~ ohh I bumped into Genki too, I haven't seen him for a while o_o and Jerry & Steven.. I always seem to bump into these two.. (:

and for most of the time spent at home, I've been watching 王子變青蛙.. and getting even less sleep than usual, I'm up to episode 17 at the moment, it's been pretty good so far.. laughed and cried a lot haha.. watch it if you haven't yet.. I think it's been out for a year or so, so it's not that recent~

" First loves… that’s exactly what they are… those are the ones that introduced you to everything, made you love them, loved you back, and also broke your heart. But no matter how hurt you are, you’ll always love them. Always… they’ll stay with you forever. And not only will you not notice it, but deep down you will compare every other guy to him. And none of them will live up…because he was your first love. Then after months of letting go…when you finally think you are okay with letting him go, he'll call…or you'll hear “your” song… or you’ll see his car at a place that was important to you… or something that reminds you of how much he meant you and how much you really loved him and realize you’re not completely over him and never will be. "

a quote that Chrissy told me a while ago (: I don't know if it's right, or wrong, what whatever else, but just sharing it with you guys, on the topic of first love. I don' t know, is it really impossible to have your heart completely move on from caring for that person? I don't know.. maybe! ^__^

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