life is pretty boring at the moment, I don't know what to do to make it fun..

today had 3 periods, during science, Melinda jigged her class, came to our class and we did some physics prac.. she's so creepy, I can see she'll be very good at physics next year (:

at 1-ish went to city, went to Y2K to eat LOTS of ice-cream, drink LOTS of milk tea, and eat many many fishballs ^___^* I missed Annie (very very sorry! T_T).. so I went to QVB to buy some things.. and while doing that I bumped into Elaine.. so we went around together, then I went home and Elaine went to meet her Jono (;

tonight, I will watch the last episode of 愛情魔發師 ^___^ it's very good! I don't know what to watch next.. hrms..


Mikki's hair looks very nice but it's damaged ):

REALLY nobody..

It is really happening and I don't know how to go about standing up again

I must keep my mind stable until I get through this, I can see it may even take a few years

ahh, a very long 1st week back..

it consisted of:
* sleepless nights leading up to the piano exam
* lots of V energy drink
* talking with Annie and Melinda, and missing the maths exam
* visiting the little cupboard next to the office
* science exam
* Chatswood
* getting IPT exam back
* work work
* watching 愛情魔發師 :D

I really hate school at the moment, I want to press forward wind to 1st week of summer holidays..
I have THE "supplementary" maths exam tomorrow, no study...... I haven't studied for anything...... thinking back on how I used to be, makes me feel regretful D: so I won't now, I will look forward! ^___^

anyway, I always see this song on tv as music for advertisements, tw channels.. such a cute song!

Dreams don't come true on their own..

Friday
hey I actually don't remember what happened on friday D: .. at all!

Saturday
work work! James was there again, a 2nd year uni guy from Nokia, promoting the new "N series" at our shop, stupid ugly phones.. mm, so we just talked, talked with Philip when it wasn't busy, the usual..

Sunday
I went to Chatswood with my family.. just walked around, bought 2 senior skirts for school, it's super super long, so will take to family friend on friday to alter it (: ate lots of food haha, yeah.. I don't remember doing much else during the day

I didn't bother sleeping early for school the next day, I just sat at my desk trying to memorise "general knowledge" for my piano exam.. but after memorising for 2 of the songs, I lost my concentration and I just talked on the phone like always, with Roger.. and then Jan (:

and TODAY was the first day of school~ I had a bit of trouble waking up, just a bit ^__^ school was bullshit, I hate it, I won't blog about it, there is nothing to say

hrms.. my plan for TONIGHT:
7:15pm - 8pm: dinner and shower
8pm - 10pm: practise piano
10pm - 1am: memorise general knowledge (providing lots of leeway for distractions haha)
1am - 2:30am: whatever then sleep!

haha, I will leave you guys with some pictures of JLAW and his boyfriend (his boyfriend is pretty cute ^___^) I can't be bothered resizing them, so it might be a little pixelated, haha I'll post more in my next post~

for the last few days.. hrm I ended up going to the city on monday, with mum and brothers.. then they went somewhere and I just walked around alone, spending money.. I bumped into Anna Choi at townhall in the morning though (: I like your black hair, it looks as nice as the red/purple you had before ^___^

tuesday, I couldn't be fucked travelling an hour to chatswood, so I just stayed in parra.. Max Brenner again, felt so sick afterwards~ blah, then I went home and had dinner, and dad drove me to strathfield for tutoring.. talked to Amy (one of the tutors), and Melinda for half the lesson~

and today (or well, yesterday) I just went to the city.. and the people I was meeting were late, later than me, haha, so I went to meet Shelley & David & their friends and talked to them for a while.. until Yifan called me.. mm I went to meet them, we sat around, talked and at 6ish just sat at mcdonalds, and everyone was tired so we just went home~ ohh I bumped into Genki too, I haven't seen him for a while o_o and Jerry & Steven.. I always seem to bump into these two.. (:

and for most of the time spent at home, I've been watching 王子變青蛙.. and getting even less sleep than usual, I'm up to episode 17 at the moment, it's been pretty good so far.. laughed and cried a lot haha.. watch it if you haven't yet.. I think it's been out for a year or so, so it's not that recent~

" First loves… that’s exactly what they are… those are the ones that introduced you to everything, made you love them, loved you back, and also broke your heart. But no matter how hurt you are, you’ll always love them. Always… they’ll stay with you forever. And not only will you not notice it, but deep down you will compare every other guy to him. And none of them will live up…because he was your first love. Then after months of letting go…when you finally think you are okay with letting him go, he'll call…or you'll hear “your” song… or you’ll see his car at a place that was important to you… or something that reminds you of how much he meant you and how much you really loved him and realize you’re not completely over him and never will be. "

a quote that Chrissy told me a while ago (: I don't know if it's right, or wrong, what whatever else, but just sharing it with you guys, on the topic of first love. I don' t know, is it really impossible to have your heart completely move on from caring for that person? I don't know.. maybe! ^__^

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hello hello ~

the first week of the holidays almost gone, and it's been alright, I guess.. not much studying involved when there should be.. I have completely stopped caring for geography, history, IPT and even music.. I will not study and I will fail those subjects at school, I don't care anymore! ^___^ my parents will care though.. we will see what will happen haha

so the little work I've done in the holidays so far just consisted of writing (english) and maths lol ooh and even half of science I can just throw away! haha, yeah while 90% of my grade is slaving away at studying for yearlies and school certificate, I am bludging, cool ^___^v

okay enough about me and my hate for studying of some useless shit

what do I have planned for next week?

monday- ?
tuesday- city then tutor
wednesday- city
thursday- chatswood
friday- piano teacher's house to practise
saturday- work work
sunday- home

then school, very quick! aiya

anyhow I guess I will do some more maths now, then go to Lincraft to find black lace for one of my dresses..
I tried ironing the lace on it and the lace melted.. I am so stupid, so will buy then mum will sew for me!

bye-bye! take care everyone!

until eternity ends..

01.09

lol

I need to kill my conscience

hrm, but I would, again.. AND to a new degree

I am relieved the optometrist says my eyes are NOT getting worse..

.. I can look at hot guys! ^___^ people seen the guy on my display pictre with the can of fire? lol

meet LSE with his face mask theme:


*I CHOOSE DAISY* ^___^;

today

I dropped bro at his friend's place, then I went to the city
bumped into Roger & Vincent while they on escalator lolss
meet Leslie, leave him at arcade and I go shopping, buy dress
re-meet Leslie and go Y2K, Darling Harbour, Kinokuniya etc
mum call to tell me that optometrist appointment change to tomorrow
bump into Demi while we on escalator lol
sit around
I go home

June you are so hot, pretty, cute *ahh faints

mine mine (*: teehee

man I've been too lazy to blog

last:

1. friday after school, watched John Tucker Must Die.. and it was so RANDOM.. a retarded movie with a retarded plot.. yeah, what else did I do? oh went to Darling Harbour and sat.. and got 29 mosquito bites all together on my legs.. 13 on left leg, 16 on right.. T___T SOOOOO painful and soooo itchy! so went to play ddr to get mind off the painfulness ): and Leslie took me to Westmead

2. saturday! I had work, as usual.. was very normal.. during lunch break, went down to Hype DC to try on shoes.. talked with the guys there, and then buy shoes and go back.. and one of them came to our shop ALLPHONES to look at phone for his girlfriend haha, they are nice people..

after work, change quickly and went to Granville RSL Club to eat buffet with mum + family friends.. ate sooo much ^___^ it was really really nice..

3. sundayy.. went to city, meet Annie and we go aroundd look at stuff, play ddr, eat.. haha bought matching clothing.. and took photoss! said hello hello to that creepy but nice guy who works at capitol, as usual (: then I went to meet Lesliee.. and we just went around Darling Harbour.. and sat at Pyrmont bridge.. very nice, was reminded of NYE..

nice atmosphere, lots of people in the city, for a sunday.. because of moon festival and stuff (:

AND today, I stayed home alone.. EAT AND SLEEP *satisfied look on face hahaha, not really, I am too sick to go anywhere, throat hurts alot too..

have a great holiday, people!