fuck I am in pain, physical pain, AND I have so much on my mind..

I want it to end but I am afraid of dying, can that work? haha, not with my life-- unfortunate, eh? the problems never end..

today school was shit, nothing else to say..

after school I went to the city with Shelia, sat around.. initially waiting for Annie, but then she was in Chatswood, so.

after a bit, went to World Square to meet Roger to get something from him, which he ended up not wanting to give to me =_= aiya.. just sat on the seats outside Miracle there talking a bit, blah blah, stomach was DYING by then.. so I walk to the station feeling shit.. and Roger left..

walking onto platform at townhall.. and then who pops out of nowhere? Leslie ^___^ ahh.. *love yeah then he accompanied me to Westmead station, bumped into my mum =_=; then I go home!

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I walked past with my fingers crossed behind my back; secretly wishing..

you were not there and so I was convinced you were not around.. that's okay, I do not expect you to be around when I didn't even tell you where I was going.. I was only wishing for a coincidence.. because I wanted to see you

walking along, alone, studying the ground.. still wishing you were next to me..

then I hear your voice, I look up hoping my mind isn't playing tricks on me.. and there you are..

you're like an angel, watching over me..