the last week was a cooling down period, life was getting back on track and everything was OKAY..

just this afternoon, it all fucked up again; I am so FRUSTRATED..

*!*&#!(DNAS+%H!4 OH AND I HATE MY PARENTS...... fuckk

EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF MAKES ME ANGRY, AND THE WAY EVERYTHING SEEMS TO ANNOY ME AT THE MOMENT..

ALSO, I have a headache, and the ground has constantly moved under my feet, trying to knock me off-balance.. I'm going to see the doctor this Saturday about my headspins and how the colours I see around me change; sometimes darker sometimes lighter.. I wonder if there's anything wrong..

I have so much work to do tonight, too.. *sighs