can I live up to what all of you expect of me? and will you all throw me away if I try, but I don't fulfil all those expectations?

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today school was.. I don't know.. I can't believe even school has become a desperate battle to control my emotions, every hour, instead of learning like I should be..

I am pathetic.

missed out on 4th and half of 5th period, had good talks mostly related to philosphy during that time.. didn't turn out too bad, and for that I'm grateful-- I swear necklace that I wore gave me luck (:

ANYWAY, Leslie picked me up from school and we went to city travelling from one eating place to another eating drinking eating, ended up me ordering and watch him eating, lols.. ahh then took me home, I can't thank you enough ^___^

I have my english yearly exam and computing comp tomorrow, wish me luck ):