Write down what you want to say to ten people, but never will. Don't write their names, leave it anonymous and never speak of it again.

1. We used to talk a reasonable amount, many people laugh when I said I talked to you, they don't like you and think you're a 'tryhard', I don't know, I see past that. I released a lot of my stress and anger and so forth to you for a period of time a while ago.. that made us kinda close, too.. but why did you tell me you have feelings for me? aiya, make things kinda awkward now.. we have amazingly a lot of random fights, I think cos I just release my pissy self to you sometimes.. too bad we don't really talk anymore..

2. I'm happy to you have had you as a friend, the times that we spent together made me look forward to something everyday, I actually had someone remotely close to a close friend, well at least I considered you as one, we spent so much time together, we did everything together for a lot of last year. Thankyou thankyou thankyou for everything. Now we're drifted apart due to schoolwork and whatnot, and we had a small misunderstanding earlier this year, but that's the only one, and it was tiny I didn't think about it that much. I'll never forget you, we'll always keep in touch yeah? STUDY HARD! ^____^

3. I don't know why I didn't try harder to fight back-- my memories with you were short and bad and I'm happy with never talking to you again. I think you have to change yourself to succeed in your life; Stop thinking that you're the hottest person on earth, stop being so self-obsessed, ditch your mirror for a bit and work a little harder for what you want-- It'll do you good, trust me. I'm not suprised to hear that you lost both your job and your girlfriend, actually, I think you deserved it.

4. You're very manipulative with multiple personalities, I used to think that was okay, because you were always so nice to me. But I've realised that that doesn't matter, some things that you do and say to others are so cruel.. and the reasons, or excuses, that you use to support your actions are invalid and most of the time TOTALLY immature. No one really knows why you are this way, they think you're weird, I think you're weird.. you're weird, buddy. Hope you notice that one day.

5. You've become such a strange person under the influence of person 4. You used to be so nice, so neutral.. darling, what happened? What is she doing to you? We're all wondering that now.. we all liked it how you were before.. on the other hand, we don't dislike you because we know you're being badly influenced, you can't turn your back on her, and sometimes, for her own strange reasons, she neglects you for 'the other girl'.. and it's completely cruel of her to do so, please don't stay quiet when stuff like that happens, it will only eat you up inside..

6. You were the most important person to me for a long period of time. Actually you were almost everything to me, and the funny thing is, I am not sure why. Thankyou for everything you have given me, I believe that when staying with another, there's no need for too many demands, loving one another needless too many reasons. If truly loved and cared, it’s already enough, there's no need to justify once owned or belonging forever. I believe you truly cared for me, you truly liked me, although our relationship was rather strange.

We shared so many simple and sweet memories, they're so vivid in my mind. I remember our very first meeting very close to 2 years ago.. you gave me the impression of such a bad hardcore boy! And then the actual time we started talking, it was swearing.. haha, but then I kinda spent a while talking to you properly.. then stopped talking for several months..

When we started talking again, this time.. we both fell, you gave me my nickname and you stole your webcam off your friend to webcam with me like everyday! ^___^ I went to watch your graduation from high school, I met your friends, we sat in the library writing notes to eachother, we had our retarded fight.. we took a walk to solve things, we ended up solving it without talking, I wonder if we should've talked it though, hugged.. or was keeping away like this right? and we ended with a kiss on the cheek admist the chaos of NYD celebrations in the city..

Sorry for being so insecure and depressing during that time. But it's all over now, we both have to move on with our lives.. when I heard you say that you can't help it if I can't get over you, I felt sad, but it's true.. I know you want me to remove my feelings for you completely, and I don't think I ever can-- but I cannot cry about you anymore.. I can't..

But at the moment, the truth is, when I still think back on everything, it still seems so close, and I feel so much pain and so much happiness. But now, let's be good friends, we will catch up once in a while, and you can't completely barr me okay? haha (: you made such an impression on me, and I wonder if I made one on yours, you've taught me many things, and I have a feeling I'll never, ever forget you for the rest of my life..

7. You've been a friend since year7. So many people are suprised when I tell them we're not really that close at all though, even though I tell you many things going on in my life, I only tell you briefly, and I don't think you truly understand the situations.. because we're in different worlds.. you don't experience the things I do.. and so forth.. but regardless, you're just so nice to me.. I have to thank you! Always doing things for me that I know a lot of others wouldn't do for their own friends, no matter how close.

8. I really like you.. and I feel so lucky to have you with me now.. sometimes I am afraid I will lose you because you are such a perfect person, if a finer girl comes along and wants to take your love away, I wonder if you will leave.. but I'm starting to think that less, I'm becoming less insecure, I think, and beginning to trust more..

Thankyou for sticking by me though all the things that have happened so far, it's amazing how you still told me you liked me when I was still emotionally attached to my first, still trusted me enough to give your feelings to me and I apologise for being so emotional somtimes, so crazy, so unpredictable.. it's because there's so much going through my mind.. I think wayyy too much, so much I cannot even start to explain..

Sorry I make you feel so insecure sometimes.. I just want to tell you the truth. Also.. just want to tell you that I will NEVER leave you for another person (:

I can't wait to spend more time with you, do more things together.. create memories that will last our lifetime..


Only 8 people.. and I also don't think I did it properly.. some of these things I would tell people if I got the chance.. haha, omg some people are going to guess who's who.. BUT remember (; you might be wrong haha..